No more closets.

Hey there! I am very happy to announce that I just launched my LGBTQIA+ Pride Month collection on my Redbubble and Society6 shop.

Story-time: I remember watching this Netflix show called “Special” a while ago, and in this one scene, Ryan talks about being in the closet as a gay man with cerebral palsy which I loved very much. And then, not a long time ago I kinda found myself in a slightly…

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English Version | Please do not ask me not to be myself.

There are times when despair hits and I want to scream

  “WHY DOES NOBODY HELP ME? DON’T THEY SEE I AM HURT?”

I always needed to deal with my pains alone. From simple headaches to emotional and physical pain (not only those caused by others, but if I also caused it myself then nothing more fair, right?)

I am alone.

I have always been.

But now I am lonely in a foreign language,

In…

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Por favor no me pidas que yo no sea yo.

Tem horas que bate o desespero e eu quero gritar

 “PORQUE NINGUÉM ME AJUDA? VOCÊS NÃO VEEM QUE TA DOENDO?”

Sempre precisei lidar com as minhas dores sozinhas. Desde dores de cabeça, a dores emocionais e físicas (não só as que os outros me causaram mas se eu mesma também me causei dor, então nada mais justo, não?)

Eu tô sozinha 

Mas eu sempre fui. 

Pero ahora me veo sola en un idioma…

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Fashion Croquis - Swimwear

Hey! It’s me again!

Just passing by to bring this newly made illustrations out into the world. It was my first time creating fashion, and I absolutely loved it. It was very loose at first but the ideas came together very quickly. I definitely see it turning into a big project, specially because I already had some ideas Ive been cooking for a while now so yes, dont miss it out! The idea is to be…

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Trying something new again

When was the last time you’ve done something for the first time?

When was the last time you got out of your comfort zone?

My nomadic and artistic lifestyle, my still-one-of-my-favorites book “Looking for Alaska” and a great song/poetry/love letter that I love by Tom Rosenthal called “You might find yours” are constant reminders of how much enjoyable life can be. Theres no right or wrong.

How…

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God bless the creatives.

Those that stay up all night long

almost like chasing a high.

Us

the ones that struggle playing hide and seek with our desire to communicate and our impulse to hide.

You

fellow partner in crime

God bless you

that just like me

and just like Vincent

and Gaga

have to go thru your creative process all alone

we all have.

God bless you that stare at a blank canvas or a blank page for hours…

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All over the place

Hello again!

I’ve been processing my emotions for quite some time now. Yes, inconsistency got me pretty hard these days. I’ve been having crazy ups and downs and, to be honest, it’s exhausting. I am trying really hard to not go crazy, it ain’t easy. I always have a lot to say and I barely know where to start. My mind is just a lot, I am a lot. Just like the meme, god knew id be too powerful if I…

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Un verano sin fin

Hey guys! I think it’s about time to start talking about my travels somewhere, right? I kinda have been waiting for the perfect moment but yea, theres no such thing as the perfect moment.

Long story short: Last week I had a glass of wine and while studying Van Gogh’s art, I decided to paint one of the best sunsets I’ve seen here in Colombia. I am glad to share it with you!

Prints and more are…

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Oxigenar, finally.

Hello there!

This morning I received a newsletter that made me go back in time a little bit. I don’t know if you ever heard about Tumblr, but yes, this is what I am talking about. Let’s rewind.

Back in my days (as they say) I used to feel a lot and so I also used to write a lot – okay tbh maybe I have not changed that much. In fact, do we even change? or do we just keep on going back to…

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I am sorry I never felt at home

Today I’m tired. I feel exhausted to be honest.
Today borderline has ripped my soul off. I feel lost and hopeless.

I’m visiting family
Everything seems to be fine around here

Except that it’s not

And I feel guilty
Still

Why can’t I be happy here?

I feel like I can’t breath

I wanna run away
I’m so sorry

I can’t stay
I’m sorry

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Sent by Anonymous :

kk fazia muito tempo que não vinha aqui? Nem precisa agradecer ♡

simmm, não reconheço mais nada hahah

Sent by Anonymous :

Oii

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“Todo mundo é um pouco triste e um pouco só.”

— Clarice Lispector.